From Sunil rajpal firstname.lastname@example.org to email@example.com date 22 October 2010 13:06 subject for posting
Yes the tampering of the photographs is being done, Arvind Akki who works beside that department and was my neighbour had showed it to me. My pain had increased and had felt helpless. He had told me he had taken samples of it to Pranob and the person responsible got away with it with his explanations. Arvind Akki is the right person to speak to about this he is the one who has made the latest Ashram videos.
I have come out as a name given to me divine bulldog in this forum. In the ashram I had to keep a low profile in order to survive. Anybody seen friendly with me would fall in the bad books of Manoj and sooner or later pay the price. Some were independent types and would greet me while most looked down upon me. Ambi used to remain friendly and he is a genius in everything, and what they did to him, they trapped him and had him thrown in prison and had him beaten up too. I was crying when I had heard this but what I can oI do I am not a bulldog but a tiny meeni meowie cat in the ashram.
The Ashram that is created by the Mother and Sri Aurobindo is out os deep love for humanity a place for the growth of the highest consciousness and they have lived and proved it shown it set an example, all the sadhaks know how the atmosphere was charged and magical the environment was. The divine Mother was always giving this or that always pouring one thing after another, taking care of everything in as much detail as possible. And she had said if somebody is open they can realise their soul, the coming of the psychic in the front to dominate mind life and body within six months. That atmosphere was created by her. And this thing is permanently stamped that Glory continues though behind the veil more as the management is trying to cut the sharing by 'Nobody allowed to bring flowers to the Samadhi' 'Nobody allowed to take flowers from the Samadhi'.
When you go to the Mother and Sri Aurobindo the flowers are your expression of love they have banned them and saying it is her order. What can you do except cry. I was the one who hade made the big Prasad plate stand and have seen how people cherish to take home as something of the Mother and Sri Aurobindo as Prasad. You don't say no to their offerings in cash but flowers or agarbatis you say foul play as it does not benefit you. Their reason for stopping incense to be offered at the Samadhi was that the tree will die. What nonsense, and when people objected too much they said one hour in the evening and one hour in the morning. Now this is the rule. While the Mother had insisted that incense should be burning there 24/7. It should be burning there all the time as it purifies the atmosphere and invisible to our physical eyes there are many gods and gods who come there. So every night a big about 5 foot incense was put before closing the Ashram so that it remains burning all night.
Got carried away, what I saying was where truth and self-expression are denied you cut the roots of the growth of consciousness. The asura needs to rule through fear in order to have personal power and obedience. And that is what is going on. All these Quacks who rise against what I describe are winning the favor of MDG and the more of they collect the more chance they have of sitting with him on the throne. Because this is an open forum and nobody is holding my throat and there is no choking and no stamped down upon and looked down upon your existence with that false labeling and the iron cage in which they want me to be, live and act. It does not apply here. I am their child as anybody and have right to speak given the chance. Sunil S R